feversend | deadwine's 17hols archive (Reply)

A compilation of all my fills for every round of 17hols.

Realised it would be wise to have an archive here since I do have a few fills I have no wish to crosspost to ao3. Wanted to keep tabs on my prompts as well but I'm sure it is known that I have simply too many for me to track down. (Love to Get my friends, prompting is my favourite thing about 17hols yes, of course, it is.)

17hols I 2020-21
fills
round 1: quotes

i. here is the repeated image of the lover destroyed

Mingyu/Minghao/Wonwoo
T, 617 wc
canon compliant, future fic, post break-up, early disbandment
"Hello, darling. Sorry about that. Sorry about the bony elbows, sorry we lived here, sorry about the scene at the bottom of the stairwell and how I ruined everything by saying it out loud. Especially that, but I should have known. You see, I take the parts that I remember and stitch them back together to make a creature that will do what I say or love me back." (Richard Siken)

ii. dead it, forget it, let it all disappear

Minghao/Yixing (EXO)
T, 1.8k
idolverse, non-linear narrative, unreliable narrator, unhappy ending, ambiguous relationships
"This is the model I propose. You are arriving home and as you approach the garage you try to work your routine magic. Nothing happens; the doors remain closed. You do it again. Again nothing. At first puzzled, then anxious, then furious with disbelief, you sit in the driveway with the engine running; you sit there for weeks, months, for years, waiting for the doors to open. But you are in the wrong car, in front of the wrong garage, waiting outside the wrong house." (Julian Barnes, A History of the World in 10 and ½ Chapters)

round 2: aus

iii. love is a bowl of food, scraped empty

Wonwoo/Soonyoung
G, 1.8k
Alternate Universe-Hospital Playlist Fusion, Surgeons Soonwoo, Single Father Jeon Wonwoo, Food As A Love Language, One-sided Pining, Wonwoo could be Ikjun but he's even more repressed than Jeongwon

remixes

iv. number one with a bullet

Kim Mingyu/Lee Seokmin
E, 1k
Car Sex, F1 teammates, porn with some context/plot
Remix of rearview by leeseokmin

17hols II 2021-22

fills
round 1: quotes

i. what was left when that fire was gone?

Minghao/Yixing (EXO)
T, 400 wc
idolverse/canonverse, unhealthy relationships, death as a metaphor for breakups
"Of him I love day and night I dream’d I heard he was dead, / And I dream’d I went where they had buried him I love, but he was not in that place, / And I dream’d I wander’d searching among burial-places to find him, / And I found that every place was a burial-place." (Walt Whitman, Of Him I Love Day and Night)

ii. love, persevering

Wonwoo
T, 823 wc
Parent Death(s), Illness, Non-idol/Modern AU, Grieving, Second Person POV
"Grief is really just love. It's all the love you want to give, but cannot. All that unspent love gathers up in the corners of your eyes, the lump in your throat, and in that hollow part of your chest. Grief is just love with no place to go." (Jamie Anderson)

iii. hungrier/tides

Minghao
G, 404 wc
poetry, experimental? open to interpretation, idolverse??? can be read as both gen or romantic
"But in long months alone, I’ve learned there’s love in drowning. In having someone to watch as I struggle, each twist of mouth to sky. To pull my body from the dark & lay it down." (Chelsea Dingman, Shipwrecks & Drownings)

iv. my best heart is a century of hunger

Soonyoung/Jeonghan
G, 401 wc
possibly one-sided attraction, volleyball (sigh), the miyatwinsification of Jihan, the spectre of Lee Jihoon, the innate setter-isms of Yoon Jeonghan
"Tiger, tiger, burning bright, In the forests of the night, What immortal hand or eye, Could frame thy fearful symmetry?" (William Blake)

v. winter sleep

Seungkwan
T, 518 wc
Volleyball player Seungkwan, Winter, Depression
"Still. Something is missing. Something is off. So, how fucking spoiled am I, then? How fucking broken? What is wrong with me that I can have everything I could ever want and have ever asked for and still wake up in the morning feeling like every day is a slog?" (A Psalm for the Wild-Built, Becky Chambers)

v. it's only silent at the boarding gate

Seungcheol/Joshua, implied Seungcheol/Jeonghan
M, 441 wc
non-famous joshua, ruining a normie's life by not-dating them, the yoon jeonghan in every non-relationship
"You just say it's okay, that it'll be diffеrent this time/I just laugh while knowing everything/And he goes, "Paris to Vegas, back in LA for a day"/Don't look for me if you come to Seoul/I know are never gonna stay/Goodbye to the moments that used to be sweet, goodbye." (Wendy, Airport Goodbyes)

remixes

vii. from blossom to impossible blossom

Jungkook (BTS)/Minghao
T, 651 wc
Future Fic, Fluff, Outsider POV
Remix of sick w/o you by klav

viii. does your fursona come with spare parts or are you just happy to see me

Soonyoung/Hoseok (BTS)
M, 403 wc
does horangi power have horny implications or nah? very vaguely implied studio sex i guess
Remix of it's the eye of the tiger by hwarium

ix. drop a heart, break a name

Seungcheol & Jihoon, Seungcheol/Nayoung(/Jeonghan)
G, 402 wc
idolverse, Yoon Jeonghan (tired sigh)
Remix of imitation by hyojungss

x. from the dead: a sense of scale

Wonwoo/Jeonghan, implied Wonwoo/Mingyu
T, 830 wc
spies au, im not saying triangulations but am i, brief descriptions of violence and murder, richard fucking siken
Remix of Everybody’s got to love something by slytherminie

xi. when i put my teeth to her wrist, the world goes everywhere white

Vernon/Seokmin/Minghao
T, 551 wc
twisted little lee seokmin, manipulation, vaguely supernatural and dark, vernon is definitely not human but what about seokmin hmm
Remix of my, what beautiful teeth you have by sunwalkr

17hols III 2022-23

fills
round 1: quotes

i. skinning the sun

Vernon/Seokmin
G, 640+ wc
Canon compliant, breakup fic, but its about love anyway
"You fell softly and pooled where I had dried. I stood still for a long time, holding you. On the greenest night of my summer." ( IU, The Shower) "Like the land hardens after the rain, Pain is only temporary, someday, You will meet someone who can make you happier. (DAY6, Letting Go)

round 2: aus

ii. 내일, 오늘